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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Heyy~
I'm so tired. Lols

wow. It's been the first time I actually felt a terrbile need to attend to my growlIng stomach.
At first I just drank some water but it actually hurts more so I ate the leftover rice and cabbage for supper lols

rice&cabbage had nvr tasted so good man~~~
hahaha

&after supper, being a filial child(lols) I washed my clothes, hung them &swept the floor!!:) crap now super tired.
haha~ mummy will be so touched & love me even more
(lols. The cow's style is so catchy).

anyway I think I'm losing track of time due to work.
Woohoooo~ a new year is approaching!!
I know tmr I most probably won't have the time to blog so I shall wish everyone now an early happy new year 2010!!!
may all of u be as healthy & stay happy always:))
and hope that all ur wishes come true in 2010 for I know it will be a better yeAr than 2009.
Things always gets better and better right?:)

okayyy~ haha many funny hinge happened at work again
and the red chipmunk uncle feed me w dessert toppings during cleanup hahaha
hopefully freakyflower doesn't read blogs.
XP

haix

I shall go think abt my new year resolution and post it someday soon:)))
gd night y'all!:)
full shift tmr! Die! Lols!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009




I'm confused:(
lols. Don't mind staying since I'm not in need of cash & they are desperately in need of ppl:/

but. I want a more stable job leh.
& I don't really like the idea of facing freakyflower constantly(though I'm getting used to it._.)

haix. Stupid.
Doesn't bluetrain knows how sian it is to see flower daily.
Tsk.
& he said he treat me like how he treats his real sis.
Yea right. As though he allow flower to bully his sis. Lol

aghhh... Yawn~~~~~~~

haha and literally yawn cuz I'm feeling sleepy.
Gdnight everyone:))
in order to have more life(HAHAHA!)
yawn n I are going out tmr before my shift:)

freaky flower is not there tmr again!!
Wheee~
heaven~~~ haha although it feels a little weird w/o her around..
Zzzz

anyway~~ I've lost weight!! From working!!
hahahah happeyyy~~~
and guess what, xs can really draw very well lehh
lol.. She became super nice to
me after I gave her the card I made and we are all talking in art terms.
So cool~~ LoVE art!!!!!! Love oil/acrylic!!! LoVE watercolor!!! Love pencil!!!!!!!
Ahhh and I need new brushes desperately~
anyone needs idea for my bday presents?
Feel free to consult mi!!!!

Lols.


My card(the butterfly is a cartoon from iPhone apps)

Monday, December 28, 2009

Today, I spilt a little bit of soup on my hand when serving.(lol. I was tempted to write FML)
Luckily, it just landed on my hand and not the maid sitting there.

Digressing, I think families who bring their maid out and treat them to nice food are nice families.
Lols~~

Anyway~~ right after I spilt it on my hand, the maid saw and started wiping it off my hand. T.T so touched.
Then she asked if I was alright etc. I was still serving the last dish la so I said yes and continued putting down the dishes.
Lols. And then, the mum of the family asked if I was okay. Cuz the maid told her the soup was hot.
It's hot for ordinary ppl la. But I've seen worse lol!!!

But what I want to say is tt: I was really touched by what they said:)
such a nice family.

Lols.

Random post.

Anyway~~~ looking forward to sleepover w twin on 7th Jan!!:)))))) wheeee~
hahahaha tmr bluetrain is back and flower won't be here!!
Happy happy...

Going to make farewell card for XS Liao~~
and wait for my hair to dry too. Zzzzz

photo of today:(dunno why the word change orientation lehh)

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Was going to post this last night but talked on the phone till 2am with yawn.
So shall write this today n now before going out later:)
wheee~ going to bring my bro to astons w twin!!!
Had promised him to bring him there since duno when liaos.

Anywayssss what I really want to blog abt is work!! Hahaha so many things happened Lol.

Well,I couldn't say that this work experience has made me grow up a lot or not.
It's not exactly left for me to judge.
But I believe there's a lesson or two to be learnt and these lessons,I believe, apply to anyone n everyone in their lives.


Humility, I've come to realise, is one of the key to Humanity.
Lols. Put it this way, I have always 无视 waitresses n waiters in restaurants.
Eh, but how many of u actually take notice of those ppl unless one of them is a really shuai/chio one?
XD
Only till this day have I found a new sense of respect to all the people of the working world including the service industry.
&i naively thought tt waiters just carry plates n take orders.
Even carrying hot n heavy soup bowls are not easy.
And taking orders proves to be a challenge to any first timers too!
So pls do not feel superior just because u can afford to dine in some expensive restaurant(which depends in my case).
I hate tt customer who act like he is the king or queen. He sounded like an ah BEng la.
Tsk.

besides this, one must have humility in the pursuit of aquiring new skills or knowledge. One must also have perserverence.
When freakyflower first scolded me on the first day of work, I was pissed but I knew if I really want to know how it is like in the 'real world' I have to ren.
Lols! When I complain to my mum in the car(which I do everyday when she drives me home), she would ask me to talk back to her or just threaten to quit. I didn't la, because I Mei Zhong & because I know u can't just Yi lai ur parents when u've stepped into the society. U can't just quit after u get scolded. Just because u r not in need to cash desperately, I believe it's an attitude towords ur job ba...lols!
Though sometimes I don't 乐业, I do try to 敬业all h
the timeXDDD

the other lesson I've sort of learnt( but more like strengtening my belief) is about the idea of servant leadership.
Yes I'm talking about freaking flower who scolds n doesn't do.
Lols. On the other hand I keep seeing bluetrain doing eveything, from helping me to clean the dirty things on the kitchenfloor w his barehands to helping out in mopping at night. Tsk to f.flower.

Example: the diff reactions when both of them happened to watch mr serving the hot soup.

F.flower: eh! How u carry this one?? U know how to carry a not? Huh?! Nobody teach u issit?*and so on*

bluetrain: (I srsly thought he was going to scold me) is it very 烫? Must be very hot right? I saw ur whole hand piak onto the bowl. U should carry it like this*does a example*.

Tsk to f.flower.
But oh wells, I've come to realise tt u do need a person like f.flower ard no matter how much u detest it/her. It makes u working w super effieciency n u r always on u toes.
But still, I'm glad she's not the head supervisor hahahahah


Oh man... Just rmbed tt bluetrain is not here today!!!!
:( DIE!!!!!!


Once again blogging n loading pictures from my iPhone!!

Haha luckily this poster's measurements are alright unlike the previous XMas one.
Haish. Oh well, can upload can Liao lah:)))


Wooohooo~ Just reached home!!!!
watched avatar w matt n bei @bei's house just now:))




it's really not bad:)
the effects and animation and concept are just so cool~
the Navis are so cool too!!
They all have this USB like tail that allows them to connect with any creature around n share 'Brain data'..
Although their animals are freaking ugly, the plants are so beautiful!!!

Haish, they really made the army guys sounds like jugheads sia.
Lols.
Heh n thanks memy for the keychainXDDD
cya all on 1st Jan:)))
(and maybe bei on 31st dec!)

haha
got work tmr:)
hopefully bluetrain is not there tmr so I can tell freakyflower abt quiting.
Haish. Really don't Know how to say zzz... Well, pray tt freakyflower won't eat me up lols


Lalala~
had a meaningful talk w the adults today. Lol.
Even though my mum may disapprove of what I think(unlike the other parents)
I know she had my best interests in mind and wants the best for me.

Yawn's mum said their generation of people worked for $$$
our generation worked for our dreams. I pray tt mine won't be an empty one.

Happy weekends y'all!!!!:)))

Saturday, December 26, 2009

lols
okay this is (again) not a very "right" time for me to appear online
but i was just trying to watch a bit of Absolute boyfriend on the internet.
saw the trailers on youtube and on channel U.. ughhh another cui1 lei4 xi4...



however, sadly the com was super lag just now
so i went to watch A.I.(Artificial Intelligence) on funshion(which is faster at times)




ya..somehow Absolute Boyfriend reminds me of A.I.
HAISh... i shouldnt have rewatched it.
cried like a mad woman once again.

i guess its just impossible not to cry while watching this movie right?
Steven SPielberge is a genius.. and a sadistic one too. LOLS.
"the movie reaches into the most tender part of your heart and give it a good pinch"-says one of the commentators.

i totally agreed.
to those who have not watched this, u hvae no idea how my eyes hurt now.lols

ahhh.. david... those eyes... T.T
why did he(the actor) grew up to become...uhmm..u know what i mean.

hohoho, i just realised the Joe in A.I. is Jude Law.
LOL.

great. now my eyes are swollen---loser.
there really isnt a way u can watch this movie without wetting your eyes, whether u r a human or robot.. right?

lols.
gd night.

Friday, December 25, 2009




wishing everyone a merry christmas!!
I know this came "a bit" late haha but oh wells, there are 12 days of Xmas what~~

I guess Xmas's are always full of surprises. 
Every yr a different way of celebrating:)
last yr was with SPA family @ orchard swensens. 
This year I wasn't planning to celebrate or even send smses. 
Don't know why but wasn't in a Christmas mood. 

Yet, surprises always come when u least expect them. 
Lols. I'm starting to sound like a cow(cough at yanru/shen)
anyways, I'm really greatful to everyone for making ytd so special and heartwarming.
Maybe yawn& the china girl(not JH) were right tt the people working there are all nice people(including that freaky flower)

oh wells, I couldn't say I've grown to like freaking flower,
but I admit that for one moment, I wished that this would last. 
For one passing moment, I actually felt like staying. 
& not leaving. (duhh)

maybe for tt reason I didn't really tried to get to know them well
(and plus the fact Im not there everyday)
I guess feeling not attached to tt place will make leaving much easier. 

Well, I dno. But fortunately, I always know tt one scolding from freaking flower is enough to change my mind abt staying... Wahahahah~

I think I shall wait for a day when blue train is not around when I tell tt freaky flower Im quiting. 
Zzz.. On a random note, while scolding me for wearing Nike shoes to work(cuz too expensive), freaking flower informed me tt her chi name sounds very similar to mine!!!!
That was when blue train came in, saying tt his younger sis has the same name as 本尊。

so 巧-.-
Maybe that's why bluetrain is nice to me(as compared freakingflower)

lalala~ 

and ytd night/this morning, bei n I had sleepoverand a short movie marathon which lasted till615am yhis morning. 
Lols. 
Sorry tt we couldn't have one as usual on 31st dec sia. 
So have to rush and have it ytd/today. 
Only watched two movies---Fail. 

Lols nvm let's go n eat nice desserts soon!!

Speaking of which, I have made up my mind Yo wear shades and go n dine @mycurrentworkplace soon. 
Really want to try the TOM :D *haha only yawn understands this*
& I want to eat tt nice icecream dessert again!!

Hmmm.. Thank goodness I have no work tmr. 
Going to bei's house to eat pau lols!
Very long nvr meet up w qiao n memy le~~
I think we are most probably playing bridge again(&again). 

Since today is Xmas, I shall b nice:
to twin: (SPOT THE DIFFERENCE)
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don't be so sad abt suju n hankyung la~~~ it may not end up as bad as we/you think leh. 
I mean, they 打官司 also need quite some time,so for now, they will still b suju lorh:))  plus, I'm sure hk has his own reasons for doing this because I believe he is not tt kind of person who "betrays" his sj for his own personal interests. 
Yup, cheer up!! For ur Xmas present, I allow u to listen to my blog song FOC XDDD
and congrats for SH's 表白XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD lols

to dashen: YES!!!! Let's just go ahead with it!! Haha can't wait for ur apps to be over!:)

to bei: ohoho~ looking forward to first Jan. Ahhhh this sleepover not 过瘾enough. As 补偿 I dedicate my blog song to u too lols!:)

I have crapped enough for today. Merry XMas!!!!

"the sour wildberries taste sweet to me for I've been eating lemons all this while"
may better judgement be a good Xmas gift for u. & mi.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

A big SORRY to twin first:(
sorry for not working today sia:(
I really didn't know tt he(blue train) will call u to go instead:((

haix and sorry for being so high about ring ding dong ytd & cause u to sleep @ 2.30am

lol@ Shinee hahaha
i've finally gotten rid of tt accent/tone hahahaha
crazzzay~~~ oh layday~~~~

hahhahahaha hope u Are enjoying ur work(lols) and ur darling is treating u well!!!
Yuck I seriously think she is a Les sia. Tsk. Becareful!
XD

alright~ anyway my mum said it was nice having u here cuz u were the most polite out of all my frens.
Lols. Totally~~ XDDD

u shud pai her ma pi more, then she will ask u To sleepover more.
Haha still have slpover w mx n most likely dashen!!
So busy:(

but I like it!!!:))))
wheee~
hope tt blue train will be there to shield me from freaky flower tmr.
Pray tt freaky flower will not dare to bother me.
God bless me please X)
Amen.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Firstly, I want to thank god for answering my prayers this afternoon.
Today's shift wasn't a horror like ytd's.

I think most males are nice&caring to girls while most women are horrible to girls(a.k.a younger than them).
Thus, I'm absolutely not complaining when the-blue-train was in charge today.
Freaky flower didn't dare to lay a finger/saliva-drop on me XDDD
*feeling smug*

hahaha cuz the-blue-train is her Lao Ban mahh~~
and the Lao ban is damn nice to me T.T
I hope it's not cuz I'm new lehh. If not, after a few more days then I will die.

Wakakakaka~ it was so shuang to see freaky flower 低头 to someone else woohoo~
haha and Dominic is damn nice too T.T
like totally pampering me:(((
feeling bad(a bit) cuz I carried all the light stuff while they all worked like crazy:(
& he helped me w almost everything. Cuz I too noob I think:(
haha then I wish to stay noob forever heehehee~

today's cleaning up was super fast leh twin:) cuz the-blue-train is damn nice and helped out unlike some freaky flower ytd.
I heard tt ytd the stupid frigging flower made others not help me so I could die miserably.
On the other hand, today, kind blue train made everyone helped mii hahaha~

wheeee~~~
I don't feel so bad afterall:))

and lol@ the super diff yet slightly similar reactions of bluetrain& f.flower when they saw my iPhone.
C
f.flower was blatantly gossiping about me:Wah lau rich kid, family so rich still come out to work for what?
The blue train: eh is tt iPhone 3Gs?? Let me see!! *then got high abt the games*
LOL!!!!

Oh wells, to twin: I still hate that freaking flower because I cannot feel her subtle niceness AT ALL
but the rest of the ppl are making it better bah.

We shall work towards our dreams tgt okay!!:)
S-E-O-U-L!!!!
HAhaha so touched when u said u only held on because u knew I will be there too:D
(I'm trying a diff cow-y style of writing in case u didn't notice) lol

I shall go sleep liao!!!!!

Cya twin tmr:))
have fun!!!!
I love $$$$!!!!!!


now that i've started blogging,
i can't stop.
LOL!

:P

so i shall post a photo of the day!


sorry twin.. but sungmin doesnt have many "photo of the day" photos.
lolz.
use ur siwon hahahah~
or he is even urs~~~~
*winks*

lols.
im kuku alr.

totally dreading 6pm LA...
T.T
& today cannot go twin's house slpover liao.

ahhhhhhh~ how arh?

*feeling nervous all over again*
*complaining about the lack of gd looking males @ that place*
*why tt woman stop calling me liao*
*pondering whether should i go there have dinner*


haha oh ya twin, i realise i DID left my socks at your house.
lols.
rmb to bring it over this fri when u come for slpover hor~!
i have limited socks.
LOLZ.

anyway, looking forwards to fri sleepover & going church w sufan on sat.

hopefully they let me take leave.... PLEASEEEEE... god bless me.
amen.


i really dont feel like blogging. No, i do.


LOL@ myself..


wohoo~ just started work ytd and i felt ______________.
hehe since this thing is on the internet, i shall not say what i feel. at least not now=)

OKAY~
i shall blog about our class chalet, prom crashing and Shasha sleepover.



Actually, for prom crashing, twin and i are setting up this new blog called : [MY LIFE AS...(a prom crasher)] soon so i shall update about promcrashing in that blog.

Will upload the link soon okayy~~~
jing qing qi dai~



CLASS CHALET~~~
this reminds me to go and hunt Binxing down for those nice class photos. zzz.. whats the point of bring such a cool camera there, spend 10 mins figuring out a perfect angle to shoot, and NOT upload the pictures?

LOLS. arghh.. moreover, its the last class chalet (or so i've heard).
Really hope that we'll still have outings even after 5 or 10 years.
Vanessa said her mum's secondary school friends still mett up every year... so i really hope 4E can do the same too!!! hahaha
LOL!! imagine twenty middle-aged people gathering aroud the tiny BBQ pit still having difficulty lighting the charcoal..calling each other "sheng yang" "miao" "pig" ROFL~~~

haha this remind me~~~ I SO TOTALLY LOLED@ jolene they all when they brought back two bottle of long island tea(5% alcohol) BECAUSE they went out all serious saying that they are going to get strong drinks for us to share. lol.. i was telling this to my mum and she loled @ us too. its like sharing a can of tiger beer? haha 4E is just so cutezz..

oh mans, and we should totally bring our kids along too~ for any future possible class chalets~~~ I dunno why we should do that, but itll be fun hahahaha~!


...
okay, i digressed.

hmmm my gan xiang for this class chalet: WE LOVE 4E.
hehe~ n may god bless my classmates not to be so suay(u know why..)the next time we have another class chalet~~


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Right after i reached home from chalet, Vanessasa called to see if she could come and have slp over.

Well, firstly, i must thank her: for spurring me to clean up my room and shut my mum's incessant nagging (AT LAST).

then i want to &*%@#%$ her: for not informing me earlier!! LOLS.
i totally slogged my guts out to clean the WHOLE house within in 5 hours..just so that she will not be greeted by trash when she visited. HAIX. poor me.

alright, but it was fun~~~ watching movies and making sushi.
the movies were great.
the sushis were ___________.




oh well, my mum was impressed by the goo-iness of the rice/porridge/mash [QUOTE:' WOW, Even i cant get my porridge to be so soft at times']

& hence, that night, both of us declared we hate sushi for life... until the next day.. when the sushi hardened and became delicious again.LOLS


Well, it was an experience i would say~



and well, i will miss you V, and i will miss the Sakura that u were supposed to treat us.
Hope you'll visit sg soon/often~~~
& i seriously thinks my brother likes you.
(although he likes yawn more~)



P.S. i hope cao doesnt see this sia~~
LOL!


(photo credits to yuxian~ & other random ppl & me)

Saturday, December 12, 2009

hehe WHEEE~~
im back~

really wanted to blog about the Twins's [ My life as a Prom crasher] & 4E's (most probably last) class chalet =(

but something is distracting me and i cant blog~~~~

PLUS~ i really need to tidy up my room for the evening in order to welcome the vip(VVP a.k.a SOL).

WOOHOO~ unexpected slpover!~

hahah~ whheeeee let's go IMM to buy sushi ingredients today(in order to avoid my mum)

i think my mum is still pissed that i was out for the whole of last week..but hey, its after A's afterall~~~~~

AND HOR~~~ TWIN~~~~~~ BEI~~~~~~ WHEN ARE WE HAVING OUR SLEEPOVER'S TOO?


P.S. to twin: if im always offline on FB & MSN, u can SMS me-_-

lalala~

photo of the day:



i wanted to put something suju.. but saw this.. hehehehe~

LOVE PROM CRASHING & TWIN~~~~

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

photo of the day:

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woohoo ok I officially declare tt I'm utterly under the influence of yawn & her suju-craze -.-
yea, yawn u succeeded (in getting me to like Kpop)while da shen failed manymany years ago. Haha:)
heeeheee anyway this pic is nice~~

they look like mannequins/dolls DX
haix. They made Ken doll look down in shame.
But then again, ken(frm Barbie) was nvr very 帅 so...
*no wonder the latest generation barbie dolls keep getting uglier*


Lols ok i've had enough fun on my phone. Shall go backto bio again-.-
bye.

Wheeee~ this pic made my day ;D


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俺今天心情不好。
I am in a foul mood today.

*(^#*&@^$@(*&#!!!

所以,我才回来这儿。
That's why I'm here.



...
okay i should stop this bilingual thingy.



anyway i was supposed to be very happy today
because my brother wouldnt be at home to bother me with his incessant "gimme ur iphone let's play taptap~!"

ALSO, I would have been very happy because tmr is my last paper.


HOWEVER.
THIS FREAKY MORNING, i was woken up by a stupid call ard 830am.
(p.s. my alarm was set to 9.30)

but whatever, i picked up the friggin' phone and there was this random woman on the other line. From her accent i could tell she came form China.So i thought she was one of my mum's friends or my brother's friend's parent.

but this was how the stupid convo went:

ME:Hello?
WOMAN: NI HAO? SHI XIAOYUN MA?

ME: *suddenly awake because this freaky person knew my name*

ME: AH SHISHI...

WOMAN: NI JIN NIAN J1 HAI SHI J2?

Me: J2


( and the boring stupid convo continues)


so anyway, out of sheer politeness, i didnt dare to ask for her name because she knew mine...-_-
I mean, it is weird that after ten minutes of answering her questiona bout my studies and my school, i should pop out a question like : excuse me who are you?..

so yeap, i just couldnt bring it up. lols.
AND then, i think tt woman actually took advantage of that and started asking about my school's bio notes etc..
-_-
so that's her motive.
ah-ha... that was where i panicked sia... HOW could i give my notes to random ppl i dont even know.

so i went: i need to check with my teachers.

and as expected, she sounded livid: WHAT? gan mai yao wen lao shi?

zzz.. by then i was really damn sian and so i just hurriedly agreed to whatever she was asking and hung up the phone.

geez, i should have just said i dont know her and hung up earlier..

oh well, not as if im going to give her my notes unless i really know her or her daughter.


yup. there goes my nice morning...


YET, this wasnt the most annoying thing tt happened.
Im quite pissed and sitll in that "rolling-eyes" 心情
so pardon me if i sounded harsh.

ytd my class rep sent this sms around saying that it will be our last(and first) and only class outing for this year so she hoped it will be a successful one.
When i saw it, I do feel for her because it is not easy being a class rep of a class tt is so not united. Imagine organising events which nobody turns up. Imagine having ppl still complain to you that our class is not united when they are the ones who dont make the effort.

I mean, no matter how much i do NOT feel for this class, it's still my class. its just like the feeling towards a stupid idiotic physics/chem/econs/gp teacher. So, for me, i felt that no matter how much i didnt really care about this class, it has been my class and they ARE my classmates so somehow or another, we are fated to meet one another. If that is the case, why not use this last opportunity to repair cracks and flaws in our relationship and leave te school with happy memories. I mean, this is really the end of JC life. It is not as if we are some 仇人s...

So anyway, many people are not attending i heard.

What makes me EVEN MORE FURIOUS, is that while they happily not attend this last class outing, they still have the face to go around asking for another outing with selected individuals.

I love you guys, really, and Im glad you guys(GIRLS) are thoughtful enough to initiated another outing just for the few of us/you.. but i despise what you are doing. how can u just boycott our class outing... and then give the group outing as the excuse of not attending the class outing?

It just appears to me as a very childish act.
i mean u said its boring?
well, its boring because u said it's boring.
You are going to make it boring because u think its boring.

Parties dont just become parties with a wave of fairy godmother's magic wand. Its the people that makes the party interesting. Infact its the attitude.

If your attitude towards it is so bad..

....
..

..

im tired of typing.

i shall stop here and go back to bio.


LOOKING FORWARD TO CHALET, SEOUL, PROM CRASHING!~~~~~
& also looking forward to my life as a..lols...


.l.o.l. muahx